Spread my wings

CNY - The Year of Dragon

2012-02-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year finally came to an end. Overall, I had a blast with the presence of my one and only brother after four years of celebrating without him. It was even special as my brother's birthday fell on the first day of CNY. As far as I remember, this is the second time his birthday clash with the first day of CNY. But, this was more special than the previous birthday because he's celebrating his 23rd birthday on the 23rd and he's born in the year of dragon. It was a rare occasion where it only happened to 1 out of 1 billion people. So, to him, it was a memorable one. To me, I lost the battle on who received the most ang pow money because of his birthday bonus from relatives. =P

CNY would not be a joyous one without relatives and friends gathering. It was hard to meet the whole family during normal days and so, family bonding time is so precious during CNY. Kids grow up and me, of course grow older.

The cutest kid ever <3

It was also hard to organise gathering with high school friends and CNY is the time when everyone is back and so, we made an effort to meet each other during this time.

It was easier to meet my super close high school friends during normal days and we never miss our gathering during CNY. We gossip until late at night, played wishing lanterns, lou sang together, bai nian together, etc. I was so blessed to know each one of you who brighten up my life. I really hope that we can continue our friendship in many years to come. I hope that we can still hang out together like our parents who still have gathering with their classmates even after they reached 50.

and how can I forget my Sunway friends =P

Hello dragon

2012-01-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai, everyone!!! Have a prosperous new year with your family and friends. May the year of dragon brings you luck and happiness. Most importantly, stay healthy.

P/S: Stop complaining and start enjoying. Food feast, here I come.

Love never dies

2012-01-13T01:51:00.001+08:00

If you continue to read this post, you may think that I am ridiculous to think about this matter at this age. Truthfully, I am not bothered about it until I come across this article: You Never Marry The Right Person.

I always think that being in a relationship, both parties have to care for each other, tolerate each other, fall in love with their flaws and not their physical looks, etc. That is love from my point of view. I know I look naive here but after reading that article, my perception of 'love' change. I no longer believe in 'happily ever after' romance seen in Disney movies.

Somehow, I agree with this quote even though it freaks me out by just thinking of it:

We never know whom we marry; we just think we do. Or even if we first marry the right person, just give it a while and he or she will change. For marriage, being [the enormous thing it is] means we are not the same person after we have entered it. The primary challenge of marriage is learning how to love and care for the stranger to whom you find yourself married.

Being in a relationship, one must be committed and accept whatever happens to the other half because the person you first knew will never be the same now no matter how hard you try to encourage them to be their old self. People change and never look back. But, love should not change when people change. Otherwise, there will be a lot of divorce cases out there. So, in order to protect one's love, accept and appreciate them before you regret it.

Being in a relationship is a big responsibility that is not for the faint of heart. Every person in the world wants to marry someone who is awesome, sweet and outstanding. Are you asking God each day to improve your character? Remember that a relationship is not just about how you benefit from the other person; it is about how you can invest in that person’s life for the better. On another note, pray that God will make you the right person for the sake of honoring Him and not to attract others to you. God will do very little for you if your concern is not for His glory.

It's easy to 'talk the talk' but can you 'walk the walk'? That's your challenge.

Reflection of 2011

2011-12-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

This will be my last post in 2011. 365 days has passed and another 366 days to look forward to. It has been a roller coaster year where all the joy, happiness, sadness combine together to make it a complete and memorable year. Lesson learnt, achievement unlocked, mission accomplished, resolution fulfilled and unfulfilled, unpredictable events happened. Whatever it is, tomorrow will be a brand new day, a brand new year where you are going to start all over again with new resolutions.

#BestMemoryof2011:

America. =D It's the best experience I had and I'm grateful to be given the chance to experience a totally different culture.

#WorstMemoryof2011:

Since it's a worse one, let it go and I'm not going to keep reminding myself about it. I may learn some lessons from it and that's it. To me, it's a lesson learnt instead of the worst memory.

Let memories be memories and let's create a new one. Be happy, be joyous and wish all of you the best of luck in 2012.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HAPPY 2012!!!

Now what?

2011-12-16T11:47:00.001+08:00

I'm starting to worry about my future. A future where I do not even want to imagine. All those anxiety and challenges fear me. Am I prepare to accept all those challenges? I have to say 'no'. But, this is part of our life. I shall say it's a lifecycle: from babyhood to childhood to teenager life to adulthood. You can do nothing to avoid them. You just have to adapt to it and have faith in yourself that you can do it. You only live once and so, make full use of it.

I just turn 21 and I refuse to grow up. For the first time in my life, I felt old. I envy all those kids who are still enjoying and stress free. Especially when you are living with a 7-year-old kid, you wanted so much to be like them not realising that you are already one of them before this. Isn't life interesting?

So, am I ready to make a first move to my working life? Yes. No matter how challenging and hard it is, I'll try my very best to make my life an interesting one. Wish me luck and happiness for the upcoming days.

Life is like riding a bicycle - in order to keep your balance, you must keep moving.

- Albert Einstein -

And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.

- Abe Lincoln -

Tricks or treats

2011-10-31T01:10:00.001+08:00

Happy Halloween, people!!! I never try to wear a costume for Halloween before. Neither did I see any Halloween parade where people will walk along the street with their own costumes (that's what I heard from my brother). Maybe I should try it one day. It will be fun going through the whole process.

So, tricks or treats!! Anyone?!?!?

Happy 40th Anniversary, WDW!

2011-10-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

A big thank you to WDW for all the memories and joy given by you. I enjoyed myself during the two-day visit to Epcot and Magic Kingdom at WDW. Even though I did not have the time to visit the other two theme parks, I promised that I'll be back one day to visit them.

I used up all my energy during the visit and at one point of time, I don't feel like walking anymore because I was so exhausted. But at the end of the day, the electrical parade and fireworks display made my day. It was a superb experience that I will always cherish.

Happy 40th Anniversay, Walt Disney World!! May you continue to bring joy to everyone. I may not be there physically to celebrate with you but I'll be there mentally. Have a joyous celebration!!

“May Walt Disney World bring joy and inspiration and new knowledge to all who come to this happy place … a Magic Kingdom where the young at heart of all ages can laugh and play and learn together,” read aloud by Roy O. Disney with Mickey Mouse at his side during the official grand opening on Oct 25, 1971.

Walt Disney World

2011-09-03T01:35:00.006+08:00

Walt Disney World Fireworks - Summer Nightastic - Wishes Dessert Party

I miss this place so much. Especially the parade, the songs and fireworks. Everytime I looked back at the videos I recorded there, it will surely put a smile on my face. The fireworks there was the most beautiful and longest I had ever seen.

Since my brother told me that the parade, songs and fireworks will be totally different during Christmas, I was so curious that I 'YouTube' it. It was really different and Imma decided to save money to go there during Christmas. I promised myself to celebrate Christmas and New Year there at least once. So, DISNEY, I'LL BE BACK SOON!!

The new 2010 Disney Christmas Fireworks Show (in HD)

[HD] WDW Magic Kingdom New Year's Eve Fireworks to 2009 Part 2 Finale

Time to reflect myself

2011-08-23T01:39:00.004+08:00

One of my friends asked me today: "What happened to you? What actually went wrong? You were good all this while."

I need an answer to that question too. I seriously need a slap on my face to wake me up from all those 'tidak apa' attitude. I guess it's time for me to reflect what went wrong and how did I survive all these years. I need to reflect on my glory days to find out how did I get there. Maybe it's too late to do that now but hey, it's better to be late than never, rite?

Read an inspiring and touching story in the newspaper today. A guy, who was paralysed from the neck down and lost his vision, believed that Mother Nature will cure him and because of his belief, he made a miraculous recovery. Now, he is living a normal life.

He says: "Now I tell my friends who are facing difficulties that it's an up-and-down process - don't worry - it's natural to have good days and bad days. It's not linear - you don't get progressively better day by day - it's zig-zag, up and down - it's OK to feel like dying sometimes."

He even says: "If we make sincere effort to understand ourselves, many things will be revealed to us. One's belief is very important - when people believe, amazing things happen."

He opened my eyes to many things that I once doubt. Now, it's my turn to create a miracle.

I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT.

♥ A picture speaks a thousand words ♥

2011-08-17T01:57:00.003+08:00

Fell in love with this beautiful state

A must go place: Unbelievable

This is where my memories begin

This is where my dreams come true

Highlight: The Wizarding World of Harry Potter

Me love beach

These wrap up my 2 weeks trip in US. Enjoy and hope you guys like it.

(click the picture to view in a bigger size)

The US Experience

2011-08-15T01:52:00.005+08:00

It has been 42 days since I came back from a country that left a big impact in my life. There are no reasons for me to hate that place because everything that happened is like a dream come true for me. I never once thought that I will have a chance to visit the other side of the world at this age. Thanks to my brother for creating this chance. Without him, my parents won't even think of going there and I won't even have the chance.

Unlike my parents who went there for a month, I went there for two weeks only and visited 7 out of 52 states. Barely one-seventh of the country. That's why I plan to go back there one day before my visa expires.

Highlights of the trip

1. This was the first time I'm flying alone. 17 hours of flight. I was worried at first but it was kinda fun going through the whole process alone. I spent most of the time watching movies instead of sleeping in the plane. If I was not wrong, I think I watched a total of 4 movies and played a few games. Now, I'm not afraid to fly alone anymore.

2. Thank God I passed the immigration. Witnessed a Korean lady questioning and begging the officer to let her off. Luckily, I was called by a lady officer instead of that stern-looked officer.

3. This was the first time someone opened the car door for me. Not including my parents though. Someone will open the car door whenever I reached the hotel. I felt like a VIP. I wonder if this kind of treatment is available in Malaysia. Well.. Maybe 5-star hotels.

4. I lost my watch on the second day at the hotel lobby (in LA). Couldn't recover it.

5. The weather there was so nice. Not so hot nor cold. But, when the wind blows (especially night time), it was extremely cold. There was once when we were on the way back from the suburb to the city, we saw part of the Golden Gate Bridge (San Francisco) covered with mist. I was so curious that night that I dragged my brother out of the hotel to experience the cold wind. It was really really cold and I shivered and jumped around to ease the cold. However, the weather in Florida and Miami was almost the same as the weather in Malaysia. It was hot. Even though it rained almost everyday when we were there, it was not cold at all.

6. How can I forget about Yellowstone? The weather there was kinda cold too especially in the morning where smoke came out from my mouth when I was talking. That's how cold that place is. We were lucky to be there during that period because we were able to see the snow. I heard that it snowed two weeks ago before we were there and that's why the snow hadn't melt yet. WHAT?!?!?! Snow during summer?!?!?! That is weird.

7. American culture. The culture there is totally different from Malaysian culture. The people there are so friendly. They will greet whenever we entered into a shop or diner. They will assist and talk to us the whole time. I felt so welcomed by them. Even the rules on the road are different. The cars will stop for the pedestrian to cross the road if there are no zebra crossing or traffic lights around. There was once in Universal Studio where it was raining heavily and I was in a food court waiting for the rain to stop, there were two American family sitting with me. One is from Miami and the other is from Long Beach. They engaged in a talk and laughed as if they knew each other for years. They even chat with me. I was so comfortable with them.

8. The security at all the airports are very strict. I had to take off my shoes and jacket to pass through the scanner.

9. Domestic flight was the worst flight I ever had. Taking off and landing was a disaster as if I was riding a roller-coaster. The plane kept on shaking when it faced turbulences. Maybe because it was a small plane. The steward and stewardess were not as 'hot' as AirAsia's. They wore plain clothes and trousers just like a normal person. Without their name tag, I wouldn't know they were stewards. Now I understand why AirAsia is the best low cost airline in the world.

10. This was the first time I missed a flight. We were late for check-in (just 10 minutes) and they put us on stand-by list which means we had to wait for the next flight based on the availability of the seat. We were numbered 30 on the stand-by list and so, we missed the second flight. Thank God we were able to board the third flight. We spent 3 hours in the airport. We were already at our destination had we board the first flight. This happened in Miami and we wanted to fly to New York to take our midnight flight back to Malaysia. Luckily, we booked a morning flight to NY. If not, we will miss our midnight flight if the flight to NY is at night and we missed that flight.

11. I always thought that NY hated me because something will happen to prevent me to go there. I planned to visit NY on the day before I left the country since my parents went there earlier without me. That's why I booked 11.30am flight from Miami to NY so that I will have 8 hours to visit that place before our midnight flight. But because we missed our flight, we only reached NY at 5pm which means I had 5 hours remaining. To make matter worse, we had problem with our baggage storage. We thought we can put our baggage at the baggage storage so that we can go out but they charged 24 hours. We need to put for 5 hours only and it's not worth to spend on that. Disappointed and so, we went to see whether we can check-in as it was still early. Luckily, they allowed us to check-in and our baggage problem solved. Mum insisted not to go out as she's worried that we'll miss the flight again but dad said since I never see how NY looked like, we should go out. And YES, we went to Times Square. Finally NY likes me.

That's all for now. Overall, it was such an amazing journey with my family. Thanks to our personal driver and tour guide which is my brother. Without him, we won't be able to fully utilise our time to visit as much places as we can. I would definitely go back there one day and I'm even thinking of getting a PR status there. Who knows.

PS: I was so sad because I didn't have the chance to bump into celebrities. Arghh..

Prom 2011: Fashion Runway

2011-08-02T01:27:00.004+08:00

This is my second and last prom ever. Personally, I'm not excited to be there because this is not the prom that I imagined nor the one that I wanted. And I don't think I'll have the chance to experience the prom seen in movies or dramas. Apparently, I agreed to go just few days before the actual event because I felt guilty for not being supportive and of course, there are some other reasons. *lastminutedecision*

Well.. I'll be lying if I said this is the best prom ever. I went there without high hopes and expectations and so, no complaints from me.

Between, SAC worked their ass off and did a really good job in organising this event after facing ups and downs throughout the whole process. Kudos to them. *applause*

cambio

2011-07-18T01:09:00.006+08:00

People change. Nobody can deny it.

It's so hard to accept the fact that someone you truly admire and love change to a totally different person. A person that you never expect him/her to become. You may want to deny the truth by not asking but trust me, you will think about it all day and feel uneasy from head to toe. Your head will become heavier. You may feel there's shortage of oxygen for you to breathe in and you might faint in any minute. You may even feel like throwing up. You can't even stand or sit still.

Hiding your disappointment and pretending nothing happens will cause more harm than good. Realising he/she is someone that you love, you may want to open your heart and accept the truth and provide support as well as encouragement. All these need time and rushing it does not help at all.

You can't deny it so try to accept it. I know it's easy to say than do it but you have no choice. You can't determine their destiny. They choose what they want to become and you have no right to oppose. They are living their own lives and you are living yours. Be happy for him/her. That's the only thing you can do.

Perfect in expressing my feelings right now

STAY STRONG, VINNIE!! He'll still love you no matter how much he change.

Dedicate to my lovely brother

2011-07-10T01:30:00.004+08:00

Say hello and congratulations to UChicago fresh graduate. I'm so proud of him.

It has already been four years. Four years of living apart from him. That's when I started to learn how to become independent without relying on him. I still remembered clearly every single steps he made in the airport on the day he left Malaysia. From the admission gate to passport checking and his figure started to fade away. My tears kept on flowing thinking how will I survive without him by my side. And here I am surviving after four years.

I felt so bad for not attending his big day. The day which I looked forward the most. I really wanted to attend and I can see that he really wanted me to attend but because of my mistake, I missed it. So, I'll make sure he'll attend my convocation.

I will truly miss the day when we chat until late at night because of time difference. I will no longer wait for him to online every day just to have a conversation with him before I go to bed. I will no longer wait for his call and jump around happily when I receive his call. I will no longer receive souvenir everytime he came back for summer break. I'll miss everything that happened these four years.

I'm worried that I will rely on him again once he's back. I just can't help it because he's my brother, my friend, my idol, my teacher, my guidance and my motivation. Without him, I am not who I am today. I'm blessed to have an amazing person by my side. I'll try my best not to bother him too much. I'll try not to become a troublesome sister. Hopefully.

BROTHER, I love you so much. And congratz again. All the best in working life and hope your dreams will come true. =D

A Memorable Season 10

2011-05-24T01:25:00.009+08:00

Congratulations! We’re very pleased to announce that you are the winner for the “American Idol Elimination Contest – Week 9". Well done!

This is unexpected. AND I WON MYSELF AN iPOD TOUCH!!!!

Call me an American Idol fan or freak or whatever, I don't care because I AM A CRAZY AI FAN!!!

Saw this elimination contest at Star World during AI show and I'm attracted to the prize. YES!! The prize is iPod Touch. How could I miss it since it's in my wanted-to-buy list? No harm giving a try and without hesitation, I went for it. Every week, I predict the contestants to be eliminated and state the reasons on why I predict them. Predicted wrongly every week except for Top 7 where Stefano was voted out (but I didn't win the contest) and of course, Top 5 where Jacob was voted out and I won the contest. I've never been this lucky before, not in any contest or lucky draw.

Anyway, I'm thankful I finally got what I wish for. Thanks American Idol!! Thanks Star World!! Thanks Pearlie White!! Thanks for such an amazing prize!!

Yay!! Tomorrow is the FINALE. Excited? YES, I AM!!

This is the first time the final two are country singers and also teenagers. Country vs country. 16-year-old girl vs 17-year-old boy. Teen vs teen. Both of them are younger than me and they are about to be crowned the next American Idol and earn big bucks. I wish I can earn those money when I'm 16.

So, who do you think will win it? Scotty or Lauren?

I wanted Lauren to win. I like her voice. Sometimes when she sings, I thought I'm watching Carrie Underwood performing. Their voice have something in common but of course, Carrie's vocal is superb. Lauren's vocal is not bad too but she need to improve a little bit and she'll be awesome. Rock the stage, pop-country girl!! I'll support you and VOTE for you!!

YES!! I mean it when I said I'll vote for her. Since I can't vote here, I'll call my brother to vote for her on my behalf. This is the first year AI introduce online voting and yea, my brother is willing to help me. But too bad, this will be the first and the last year I'll be voting.

Good luck to Scotty too!! He's good. The American girls are obsessed with him, so, I'm kinda worry that he'll win it. I won't be depressed but I'll be disappointed if he wins.

ALL THE BEST AND DON'T DISAPPOINT US WITH THE PERFORMANCE!!

*Looking forward to Pia and James performances. I miss them.*

Girls night out

2011-05-01T22:18:00.007+08:00

We hardly meet each other this semester, so, I made an effort to plan an outing to meet and catch up with my friends. Setting a date is not easy with all the commitments everyone having. After delaying for about a month, like finally, we get to meet each other after our mock. *We sacrifice our time to watch Royal Wedding live to meet each other*

The six of us (Me, Jian Qin, Hui Gee, Sok En, Pei Leng, Germaine) went to i-City after our dinner at Pyramid. Thank God it didn't rain that night but too bad Melissa can't join us. If not, it will be perfect. Had fun taking photos until the camera's battery died. That's the only thing we can do there. The place is quite nice especially the lightings but I don't think I will get excited if I were to go there again.

I wanted to go i-City so badly especially Snowalk ever since the ads in the newspaper kept promoting 'Catch the first snowfall in Malaysia at Snowalk in i-City'. But I don't think my wish will be fulfilled because the entrance fee was just so expensive. Anyway, I still had a lot of fun there.

Don't ever give up

2011-04-01T00:40:00.003+08:00

Life sucks sometimes. And that's what God want us to know. You can't expect everything to go smoothly as planned. There will be some devastating moments. There will be some moments where you feel like the world has abandoned you. You feel lost and you don't seem to find the purpose of life anymore. The life that you always wanted to have is within your reach. You no longer see yourself as who you are before this. You totally change to a different person. A person that you never imagine yourself to be.

I'll take people in Japan as an example. Quake, tsunami, radiation. Nobody in this world ever imagine that all these will happen. But one thing I admire those victims in Japan is that they do not give up. They showed support to each other even though they lost everything. They still see the light and hope that miracle will happen someday. That's what I need to learn from them.

Lots of things in my mind lately. It seems that I have lost the purpose of study. I don't find study as interesting and challenging like what I used to think. It's like I'm forcing myself to do what I do not want to do. I seriously do not know what happened to me. Just feel lost in some way. I used to get excited attending class because that's when I can catch up with my friends. But now, I hate the sight of college. Everytime I went into the class, I couldn't see the sight of all my classmates that I used to see for the past two years. Everyone looks so strange to me now. Maybe one of the reasons is that I depend too much on my friends before this that I could not accept being independent and alone.

The first thing that always comes into my mind when I usually make my decisions is friends. Will I lose them if I choose to do this? What will happen to me if they are not by my side? I might seem stupid here because I make decisions without thinking what's best for me. Someone makes me realise that I should think of myself first before thinking about others. My future lies on me and not my friends. Friends will come and go. They can't hold my hands for the rest of their life. Because of that, I make a decision that's best for me. And now, I'm trying so hard to cope with my new life. A life where I need to do everything alone and be independent. I feel like giving up sometimes but something holds me back.

Sometimes, I can't accept the fortune that others experiencing in their life. I tend to get jealous of them. They got everything and yet I'm still stuck with my bad luck. Now, I start to appreciate them because I know that one day, I'll be one of them. I start to see things differently, in a positive way. I do not want to torture myself because of them. They have their life and I have mine. Just that my glory days come a bit later.

Sorry for being so emotional here. I hate behaving this way. But I can no longer tolerate anymore. I feel much better now after letting out everything.

Note to self: Start to appreciate everything that others have and what you do not have. Open your heart because that's the only way you will see how beautiful the world is. Do not torture yourself with all the negative thoughts. Enjoy your life as much as you can as you have only one chance to live and see the world.

F r i e n d s

2011-03-11T01:47:00.003+08:00

I'm so glad to have you when I need you. Even though I didn't ask for any help, you will always be there for me. I never once thought I will have such a close friend and now I found one.

I don't mind telling you everything. Instead, I find joy sharing everything with you. You are the first one that I will turn into when there are any news. Be it happy or sad. I just feel comfortable around you. I do not know how you feel towards me but I know you are willing to hear me out and guide me through my hardest time.

True friends are hard to find. I spent 20 years of life searching for one and now I found not only one but a few.

Thanks for everything you had done to me. I really appreciate it. Hope that we will stay together through thick and thin and nothing can break us apart till death. Love you always.

This is specially for you.

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.

ILY!!!

there's always a bright side

2011-02-23T01:26:00.002+08:00

The past few days were like hell to me. I got sleepless nights because of all the things running in my mind. Something I wish I can avoid thinking about it.

Failure is common to some of them because that's the only way they see success in the future. To me, it's something I wish I could avoid. Nobody wants to fail to be motivated right?

This is the first time I fail in the final and this is also the first time my parents heard it from me. Be it in primary or secondary or college, I'll always study hard making sure that I'll not disappoint my parents. They are my motivation and inspiration to continue to work harder. But I disappoint them this time. I can feel it even through phone conversation and tears started to flow like waterfall. I did blame myself and I felt guilty throughout the day. But at the end of the day, that makes me stronger.

Big decision needs to be made. I really need to learn how to let go of something. Something that I wanted so badly. Sometimes I'm too greedy and wanted everything to go on smoothly as planned. I did forget that God too has plan for me. Because of that, it costs me a lot. Cost more than what I can imagine. Now, I need to accept the fact that my dream could be tarnished and I have to make the best decision for myself. I hate making decisions but still I have to make one and not avoiding it.

What used to be mine could be gone forever. I just need to accept the fact and stop avoiding the reality. Think positively and face it with courage. So, am I prepare to let go of my dream? It hurts to do that and I do need support. Hope I can start over again and move on with a smile.

smile =)

2011-02-11T01:29:00.008+08:00

Fireworks never fail to make me smile. A wide smile on my face releases all the stress I'm suffering.

Standing at the balcony, watching them, shouting and smiling non-stop were something that I would do. I don't care what others think of me as long as I'm happy. I'm enjoying every single seconds without turning away. That's how fireworks turn me into a different person. A more cheerful person.

Rabbit bid farewell to Tiger

2011-02-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, everyone!!
Wish all of you have a prosperous new year.
May the year of rabbit brings good fortune to you and your loved ones.
Have a great year ahead and wish you well in your life.

Stop roaring and start hopping.

When Mono meets Poly

2011-01-19T00:38:00.015+08:00

From board games to cards, Monopoly never fails to entertain me.

I was in Form 1 back then when my brother received Monopoly: Hong Kong Edition as his present for scoring well in PMR. Since then, our holidays filled with Monopoly. Thanks to him I got to play it as well. It was kept with care till now.

Monopoly became more high tech. I got to play it with credit cards. I didn't know the existence of Monopoly with credit cards until my friend told me about it. We played together during our trip to Malacca two years ago. It was so addictive that we played for the whole night and didn't even want to sleep.

Now, we can play it with cards. It's Monopoly Deal.

I didn't feel like learning it at first but in the end, I gave up since I was so curious about it. I learnt how to play from my friends during our Penang trip recently. Guess what?!?! There's such thing as beginner's luck. I won three times on the day I learnt it. The next day, I lost. They called it beginner's luck.

I'm still not addicted to it yet and I hope I won't become addicted. So, don't spoil me. Hahahaha. Just kidding. =D

From Penang with love

2011-01-16T01:45:00.008+08:00

This is my very first trip with SACians and also for 2011. Pretty awesome. Although not all of them joined us, we still had a lot of fun. It will be even nicer if all of them are there. We planned this trip as our official trip but it ended up as our private trip. Blame who?? You know I know.

Penang should be declared as a food heaven. Awesome food everywhere and we ate a lot. Seriously, a lot. Non-stop. My tummy got bigger after the trip. Thanks to our tour guides, Jon and YY for all the delicious food.

Spending our time together at the beach was precious. Even though we didn't have the chance to play water sports, we somehow came out with some games. It was really really fun.

It won't be great without awesome friends. Thanks everyone for such a great trip. I hope there will be more trips to come. Looking forward to that day to come.

Oh ya, not to forget, thanks to our drivers, Aaron and Kai for the patience to look for the places and also the long and tiring journey.

Let's wrap up 2010

2010-12-31T16:54:00.005+08:00

2010. What a great year!!

There are lots of ups and downs this year. Lots of joys and tears. Things that I didn't expect to happen happened. People changed and so do I. Even the world changed. Life gets better and tougher without me realising it. Challenges no longer tolerate and I need to get stronger in every way to face it. It's an amazing journey throughout the year and I love it. Life without such journey is a waste. Learn from the past and apply it in the future.

365 days a year is never enough for me. I spent every single day with love, determination and belief. Another 365 days to come and I'll get older. I don't wanna get old.

Few hours to go. Let's welcome 2011!! Another year where your future lies. Build more memories and achieve more success. Good luck in 2011!! Have a great year ahead.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

my life has changed because of you

2010-12-29T23:57:00.003+08:00

Joining SAC was something that I will not regret for the rest of my life. Frankly speaking, I changed a lot after SAC came into my life. I didn't expect myself to have so much fun. Working together, making an event a success, going crazy together, camwhore. Whatever things we went through together were so awesome. I still can't get over SAC. Next year, it's other's turn. I know I have to move on.

I'm such a shy girl. Shy in every way. Camera shy, stage fright, shy to talk to others.. SAC helps me to overcome them. I admit the shyness is still there but at least, it's not that serious now. I'm trying my best to let them go.

I'm particular shy when it comes to social. I realised that if I need to succeed in life, socializing is the most important thing. SAC helps me a lot. I started to interact with others. It was a great progress. I love myself even more now.

SAC taught me a lot. Organising an important event like graduation is not an easy task. Attracting people to join an event need skills. Exchanging ideas is important. Communication with the team is important. There's still lots to learn.

Here are the events we organised for 2010. =)

Yee Sang session

First Trinity visit

Charity Week

20th Graduation Ceremony (Can't find group picture)

Sports Day (Can't find group picture)

Dinner with SAC sponsor by Sunway-TES

Social Gathering

Tribal Survival Camp

21st Graduation Ceremony

Dance practice for Alumni Dinner

SAGC Alumni Dinner

Last outing of the year with trinity kids

I made a lot of friends, shared every single thing with them, laughed and cried together. We look like a family. No. We are actually a family. SAC family. I love you guys so much. I hope we will still keep in touch with each other. Don't forget me. I will always remember you guys. All the best in your life. Good luck in everything you do. Hope to see you guys soon. Miss ya.

Once SAC forever SAC. Loves. <3

I'm officially 20!!

2010-12-03T23:50:00.007+08:00

I expect myself to study the whole day today but I ended up touching neither books. Well, it's my birthday. I deserve a day off.

20th birthday cake

It's Tiramisu. I got to choose my birthday cake since my mum did not know what type of cake I like. Sponge cake is my all time favourite. Oh ya, with some coffee in it, it will be perfect.

I bet with my mum that my dad will forget about my birthday. He came home with a bunch of bananas and there's no sight of any cake. From that point, I knew that he totally forgot about it. Mum and I kept laughing and he was like why these two crazy people laughing non-stop. When I showed him my birthday present, he looked at the calendar and asked, 'Today is your birthday?? Why I didn't know about it??'. He took the bananas and said, 'Nah!! Your present!!'. Haha!! So random.

He thought my birthday was on 23rd of Dec. Hello, daddy!! 23rd is brother's birthday date but different month. Not mine. LMAO!! Even more disappointed was that he thought that I'm 21. Hello again!! I'm only 20. Don't you ever forget it. That's my dad. Such a forgetful. But still, I love him.

That's my birthday present from my high school friend. He came all the way to my house just to pass it to me. So sweet of him.

I love all those pictures decorating the cup but the question is why all those pictures are not high school pictures but college pictures. WELL! Maybe because I took less pictures with them. My fault!!

I love this cup the most. It turns from a pure black cup to a cup full with pictures when I fill the cup with warm water. It turns black again when the water is cold. Love the effect!!

Thanks for the present. Love it so much!!! =D I know you guys wanted to celebrate my birthday but because of my preparation for exams, you all didn't want to disturb me. So, wishes are enough. Loves.

And that's my day. Back to books again. =(

2010-11-23T12:25:00.003+08:00

Today is the the worst day I had in my entire life. The day I thought I will have a wide smile on my face turned out to be a disaster. Tears keep flowing down whenever I think about it.

I supposed to hand up my OBU yesterday. After my mentor reviewed it, he told me to defer since the chances of me passing is only 40%. If I did my amendments, I got 50% chance. So, I insisted on continue doing the amendments with the hope that it will get better. But then, this morning, after checking my amendments, the chance of passing is still 50%.

So, I make up my mind to defer my OBU. It is the hardest decision to make since I had put a lot of effort in it. I don't feel like giving up and waste all my effort. But I don't dare to take risk because the consequences is that if I fail and resubmit again, I will get C no matter how well I redo it. This means that my first-class degree is gone.

Now, to make sure that I will not regret making this decision, I have to get an A and get hold of the first-class degree.

I'm so thankful to have a bunch of friends who are so supportive and not to forget, my family too. They are my angels. I might not be here without them. Oh ya!! I want to thank God for blessing me. Failure is the start of something and not the end of something. LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!

Now, I need to work my ass off. 3 weeks, 3 professional papers. I hope I can do it. NOOO. I have to do it.

STUDY HARD, EVERYONE!! AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH TOO!! Loves.

I'm still alive

2010-11-10T22:01:00.003+08:00

I know!! I know!! I know my blog is dead. I'm sorry about that!!

I'm currently busy with my OBU. Need to hand up asap. The stress is like $*%#@@!*(. I do not know what to say. I'm lucky I'm still normal. Haven't go crazy yet.

AND finals is like less than 1 month away. But I'm still stuck with OBU and my books are like my study room decorations. I haven't even touch a single page of all the books. I hope I'll get over OBU and start studying. I hope I'm not late. Give me strength please!!

MARK GOLD is my biggest aspiration now!!! OMG!! I like him so much!!!

P/S: After I'm done with everything, I promise that I'll blog about:

- SAGC Alumni Dinner
- A post to my dear SAC-ians. Love you guys =)

So, bear with my dead blog for now.

21st Graduation Ceremony

2010-10-10T21:45:00.009+08:00

It's my turn to organise this event with Jian Qin. Our last official event for 2010. Waiting for this day for a very long time. It ended up well although there's some hiccups. Preparation was quite hectic but everything went smoothly at the end of the day.

Good job, everyone!!

Pretty girls

Pretty girls with pretty flowers

Thanks, everyone!! I'm so gonna miss you all next year.

My darling and OC for this event. Thanks for everything. Love you. =D

This was the first time I had friends taking Malaysian Prizes. Well done, Aaron and Pei Leng. I'm so proud to have both of you as my friends. Proud of your achievement too. I know both of you have waited for this for almost a decade. Now, you got it and going to get it again. Let's work hard together for Dec 2010 finals. We can do it!! =)

F8 Malaysian Prize

F5 man

After a long and tiring day, we deserved to pamper ourselves with lovely ice-cream from Baskin Robbins.

Love the way you live

2010-10-05T23:50:00.007+08:00

I learnt a lot of things these few weeks. Things that I had never in my life would think of it. Had been going through a lot. A lot more than what I expected. Sometimes, I wish I can hide somewhere and cry and shout my lungs out.

With my internal exams getting worse and worse, I started to feel that I did not have enough time to study. '2 months to final, 3 professional papers, deadline for OBU is getting closer' How can I handle that?? Sometimes, I felt like giving up. Felt like throwing everything out from my room and leave it empty.

I used to hate my mentor and my director for adding oil on my burning fire. I really hate them so much that I will curse them everyday until I feel better. But now, I came to my senses. They shouldn't take the blame. It all happened because of me. I shoudn't blame them and I shall myself take the blame. Sorry for all those curses. I took them back.

Going to class everyday felt like attending class on the first day. I brought my body to class but left my brain and soul at home. It feels horrible whenever I see the lecturers. They taught us well and made sure we passed our paper not for their own benefit but to make sure we had a good future ahead. Talking and dozing off in class was not what I wanted to do. But I really can't stand the boredom. I'm really sorry about that.

I wanted to dedicate this to one of my lecturers. 'Thanks a lot for waking us up. Each word and sentence of yours make me feel sad and motivated. Every time when I went home after your class, I can feel the regrets in my heart. I regret everything I had done. And now, it's time for me to prove to you that I can do it. I shall prove that to my parents too. I will not let all of you down. Just give me some time.'

And to my friends too who always support me in whatever I do. 'I love you guys and I will not forget the way you guys treat me with love, care and support. Without you, I'll be lost somewhere and nowhere to be found. Thanks a lot. You all will be in my heart forever until death tore us apart.'

STRESS is a real killer and at the same time, it is a real motivator. The most important thing is how you handle it. Thumbs up to myself. I manage it well.

Social Gathering 2010

2010-09-11T00:15:00.013+08:00

THIS IS IT!! The night where most of the students let go of their studies for one miserable night and had fun. It was really really awesome. I had never been so 'high' before in every event I went. Not even last year's prom. All our hard work paid off. Thanks to our one and only one OC and not to forget our AOC too!! Without them, SG won't be the best event ever so far for this year.

Crew of the night

Many performances by our very own SUNWAY-TES students. We are not only nerds but performers too. Don't look down on us.

The band was awesome

Her beat-boxing was cool

My bulu roma stood up seeing him dance

Even Mr Teo and the lecturers dance

Our lecturers were so sporting

AND our special guest, Will Ng performed that night. Alright. Don't stare at me because I didn't know who is that guy.

Can anyone tell me who the hell is Will Ng??

And, Thanks for coming, people!!!

Can't wait for our camp next week!!! Gonna be fun!!!

Life is good

2010-09-08T22:57:00.001+08:00

Oh ya!! Did I mention about my last summer outing this year?? I guess it's a no.

GENTING was our last outing this summer. Went there to release stress since my results will be coming out the day after that. Nothing really special there. The only thing I like about that place is the weather. So nice and cooling. Stayed overnight at First World Hotel.

My dad and bro were so eager to play bowling there. And they drag me there even though they know that I didn't know how to play. Now, I'm addicted to it. I only realised it was so fun that day.

Went karaoke at night. It's just so fun that I almost lost my voice. LOL!! Should try to sing out loud when you're in a stress mode. It really works.

So, Summer is over.

Gonna say

HELLO, AUTUMN!!

&

SELAMAT HARI RAYA & HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

Have fun ya!! =)

The day when ACCA students' lives changed

2010-08-23T14:22:00.005+08:00

Hell ya!! It's results day.

Should I be happy or sad?? Or rather disappointed of myself? I'm happy that I can get through but I'm sad that I can't get first class. Just two marks to first class. Results are super bad. But I expect myself to get those marks. As long as I pass, I can accept whatever marks. And now, I have to rush my OBU and get an A to get first class for my OBU degree. Still got some hope.

I have high hopes on financial reporting. That's my favourite paper. But it disappoints me the most. Even my audit paper is better. Sorry, Ms Santha.

Anyway, I already try my best. And the rest leave to Him to decide. There's no use talking about it now. Look forward. It's P level right now. Things are getting harder and harder. Hope God will lead me till my graduation day. And, thanks for hearing my prayers.

Congratz to those who pass!! And for those who do not get through, do not give up. Get back on track and amaze those who look down on you. Cheers!! =)

Hangout in Singapore

2010-08-20T11:40:00.016+08:00

This is the second overseas trip with my family this year. They love traveling and so do I. I guess it is in our gene.

This time there is no plane for us. Bus is our transport to the small island for 3 days 2 nights trip. 5 and a half hour in the bus is tiring. But all the tiredness is nothing when you get to travel.

On 13th August, 8.30am, we board the bus at Bukit Jalil Bus Terminal. But it only started its journey at 10.00am. This lousy bus wasted our time and spoilt our day. Learn a lesson: I'm more than willing to pay more for good quality rather than choosing this lousy bus. My bad luck continues during immigration. Just because I wear contact lens, it doesn't mean that I'm not the same as the one in the passport. Do I look totally different, stupid officer? The officer asked me how long I have not been here and check my IC. It's only 2 years and I don't think I change that much.

MRT was our main transport there. It's so convenient. Since I went there before and with the help of MRT route map, I'm the tour guide for the whole trip. Of course, I can't do it alone. My brother helped me a lot.

Our hotel was in Chinatown. We walked for half an hour just to find the hotel but to no avail. We gave up and chose another hotel since we hadn't pay yet. After checked in and settled everything, it's time for dinner. There's a lot of choices at the hawker center in Chinatown. Food was okay. Not bad.

Chinatown

Marina Bay was our next journey. I fell in love with that place as soon as I reached there. It was so beautiful. There's a casino there and all of them went in leaving me alone wandering outside. Luckily, they just went in to look around. Just across the street was Marina Bay Sands Hotel. The design inside the building was amazing. I wished I can stay there. We got the chance to go to the top of the building. Admission fee to Skypark was $20. It was expensive but it worth. Standing at 56th floor of the building was awesome. We can see the whole Singapore but not Sentosa. The skyscrapers with all the lights were so beautiful. There's a swimming pool there but only for hotel guests. Swimming at the top of the building will be awesome.

Marina Bay Sands

Casino in Marina Bay Sands

View from Skypark

Marina Bay Sands Hotel

On our way to Esplanade, we saw a stage at Olympic Park. They were having rehearsal for the opening ceremony of Youth Olympic 2010. Walked around at the Esplanade. We planned to continue walking to The Merlion. But because everyone was so tired and can't really walk anymore, we took MRT and went back to Chinatown.

Esplanade

Supper at Food Street in Chinatown. And there goes our Day 1.

Ais kacang + Cendol (durian flavour)

My favourite dessert

Day 2

We took our brunch before heading to Sentosa. No cable car this time. Express train to Sentosa will do. First stop was the Resort World. Planned to go to Universal Studio but tickets were sold out. Disappointed. =( Again, they went to casino leaving me outside. Many of the building there were still under construction. Sentosa was quite bored. Maybe because I went to Underwater World, watched dolphin show and Song of the Sea show before this. There's not much to play and see. My only regret was Universal Studio. I wanted to go in so badly.

Orchard Road

Since Sentosa was so bored, we left. We went to Orchard Road. Walked around. No shopping. After that, we went to People's Park at Chinatown to take a walk. Met with my cousin's friend to have dinner nearby.

Heard from my mum's cousin that there will be fireworks that night for the opening ceremony of Youth Olympic 2010. So, after our dinner, we went to Esplanade to join the crowd there. Everyone set their camera and wait for the fireworks. There's fireworks at the start of the ceremony. Nice. After raising the flag, there's another fireworks. And the last fireworks was after lighting up the 'obor'. It was so grand. Cannot compare to the one in KL. I just can't describe my feelings on that night. It was so nice. There's fireworks everywhere. I have to turn 360 degree to watch all the fireworks. All my tiredness on that day was gone. It was superb. I won't forget this night for the rest of my life.

Passing 'obor' from The Merlion through the boat

We had to rush back to avoid jam. There's lots of people leaving and heading to MRT station. And supper again at the same place. My dad fell in love with the food there.

Day 3

Met with my mum's cousin and family. They brought us to eat dim sum. No idea where it is. No MRT. No walking. After our breakfast, we went back to hotel and checked out. And they brought us to their house at Bukit Timah. Their house was big with a garden. I shall call it a bungalow. It worth SG6m now. It takes years for me to earn that money.

'Har mee' was our lunch at Beach Road before we left. It was nice and not spicy at all. And it's time to bid farewell to the small island.

More photos at Facebook. Check it out.

2010-07-18T01:14:00.002+08:00

The recent blog post is kinda long and many of us don't like to read long post. Me too. It's okay if you guys skip it. Because the main reason I post it is to recall back my memory on this trip whenever I want to.

I plan to include photos in the post but all those edited photos are at my brother's laptop and I only have the unedited one. So, you can see those photos at Facebook.

I'll try to put some here once I get them. So, bear with my long story for now.

Shanghai - 8 days 7 nights

2010-07-18T00:35:00.006+08:00

I promised myself to blog about my trip to Shanghai but I just don't have the time to do that. That's why I drag it till now.

19/6/10 - Day 1

We got an early morning flight and I kinda liked it. Our flight supposed to be at 1.40am but it delayed until 2.30am. We need to wander around the airport for almost three and a half hour. Luckily, I'm at KLIA and not LCCT. At least, there's a lot of shop there. But I'm too sleepy to walk around.

We scheduled to reach Shanghai Pudong International Airport at 7.00am but because of the delay, we reached there at 8.00am. After the immigration and luggage collection, it was already 9.30am. The tour guide suggested to let go our breakfast since our lunch will be at 11.00am (early huh?!?!).

Then, we board the fastest train, Maglev Train as our bus was waiting us at another stop. The train went so fast to 431km/h. Our first destination was Oriental Pearl Tower. We had our buffet lunch at the tower and the restaurant was turning while we were eating. After our lunch, we went one floor down to see the view of Shanghai. It's so terrifying as what we were stepping on was a glass. We can see what's below our feet. I don't even dare to look down.

Then we went across the river through underground train to reach the other side called Puxi. All the buildings there were more to British type. We walked around the Nanjing Road. All those shops there sold branded goods.

It's only 6.00pm and we were having dinner. (China ppl ate earlier) Our dinner that night will be steamboat. Each person has one own pot. They don't have an area for us to choose our dishes. Instead, they served the dishes on the table. It's nice but I'm not full.

At last, they sent us to hotel.

20/6/10 - Day 2

We got 6.30am morning call as we had to leave at 8.30am. We had to pack all our things again as we were not staying in the same hotel. We had to sit 2 hour bus to another city, Jiaxin. On the way there, it suddenly rained. All of us prayed that it will stop when we reached. But it didn't. He had our lunch at Jiaxin and we saw a lot of wooden shop there. Quite traditional.

After that, we had to sit another 1 hour bus to another city, Hangzhou. It was raining there too. Hangzhou was a beautiful city and everyone rode their bicycle there. There's a special lane just for the cyclist and motorist. Our first stop was Pagoda of Six Harmonies. We went to the top and saw west lake around there. We got the chance to ride the boat at the west lake. But because it was raining, all the buildings were covered by mist. We hardly see anything. There's a love story about the west lake.

After our dinner, we went to see a show which talk about the love story. It was called 'The Romance of Song Dynasty'. It was super nice. But because the show start at 9.00pm, we walked around nearby there. There's a Buddha there and also a small street which sold a lot of foods. There's a lot of weird houses along the street. It was called the 'Weird Street'.

We stayed overnight at Hangzhou.

21/6/10 - Day 3

Same wake up time and leaving time. Again, we had to pack our things. Our last stop in Hangzhou was tea plantation. They introduced to us their green tea. And we had our lunch there.

Our next city was Dongyang. Another 2 hour bus. It started to rain again. We were bought to Dong Yang Fine Craftwork Hall. There's an exhibition on wooden crafting and bamboo plaiting.

Hengdian was our next city. Another 1 hour bus. The rain never stop. It followed us wherever we went. We went to Hengdian World Studios. This was the scene for all those movies which involve emperors. Eg. Hero. They act here. Because the bus driver lost his way , he missed a show.

Then, we went to a theme park beside the world studios. It's not really a theme park. I rather called it a small version of Disneyland. There's not much to play there. We had our dinner there and we watched 2 shows. One of them was just a normal show and the other was the most exciting. After a 15-minute show, there will be water falling from the top of the hill. Many of them wore raincoat and brought a bucket to play with the water. Those who did not play like us will sit at another end so that we won't get wet.

We had to sit 1 hour bus to get to our hotel in Yiwu.

22/6/10 - Day 4

We woke up half an hour later since they planned to leave at 9.00am. Packing again. It rained early in the morning.

We were in Yiwu's biggest shopping centre. It's more to retailer. Those retailers won't sell their things if we were to buy only one. They didn't even care to talk to you if you're not going to buy at least 10. They didn't do small business. They preferred large business. That's why we didn't buy anything from there.

We had our lunch there before heading to Suzhou. Another 3 hour bus. So tiring. We were so happy that it was not raining at Suzhou. Instead, it was windy and not sunny at all.

Our first stop at Suzhou was The Garden of Couple's Retreat. We rode the boat there and someone will sing for us while rowing the boat. After that, we went to a Hanshan Temple.

We had our dinner at somewhere like Petaling Street. The only difference was that there's no stall there. Only shops. Lots of shop there. We walked around after that.

Then, we went to see night view. We were brought to Suzhou Science and Cultural Centre. The building there was almost the same as Bird Nest in Beijing. It was so nice with all the lights around the building. We didn't go in. Our last stop of the day was Times Square. We were there to see the lights decorated on the building and not shopping.

We stayed in Suzhou that night.

23/6/10 - Day 5

Glad that we woke up half an hour later 2 days in a row. After our breakfast, we went straight to a factory which made and sold silk. They sold blanket and pillow which according to them will improve our health. Not sure whether they were boasting to encourage us to buy. There's a lot of shirts made of silk.

We had our lunch there. Our last city before heading back to Shanghai was Wuxi. 4 hour bus was super tiring. But luckily we stopped by half way to buy chrysanthemum. I think it was located at the middle of the highway.

Surprisingly, it didn't rain the whole day. After we reached Wuxi, we were brought to Wuxi Lingshan Buddhist. It was huge and we need to ride small bus from one spot to another. There's a huge Buddha standing at the top, Buddha's hand and also Buddha's children. There's a 15-minute show showing little Buddha was bathing.

Then, we went to a shopping centre at Wuxi before heading back to hotel to have our dinner. It was the first time I went back to hotel so early.

24/6/10 - Day 6

Our morning call was at 6.00am. Super early. My eye bag getting deeper and deeper. We had to leave early so that we can walk around the lake before the sun rise. After that, we went to a shop which sold pearl. They showed us where and how they got the pearl. They cut the oyster there and then to show us the pearl inside it.

Our last stop was teapot factory. There's so many types of teapot. Those who are interested can buy there. It started to rain when we left.

At last, we were heading to Shanghai after our lunch. 4 hour bus again. But we reached earlier. We were brought to a shop which sold jade. None of us were interested. And there's a big difference in their services compared to those who worked at pearl shop. Shanghai's people were quite arrogant. They hardly smile.

Then, we went to a place where all the traditional shops were located. I'm not sure what that place called. We bought a luggage there. The bag originally cost 300 Renmimbi but we cut till 50 Renmimbi. We bargained till the girl gave up and she was not that satisfied with us.

Our last grand dinner started at 8.00pm. It was a buffet style with many seafood. Awesome. Before that, we went to see Shanghai night view by ship. But too bad, it was raining. When we were on the ship, it was only 6.00pm. All the lights hadn't light up yet. The ship went one round for one hour. At 7.00pm, all the lights were lighted up. But we were nearing the dock. Luckily, the ship went slower so that we can take photos of the night view. Beautiful. I just love it.

After our grand dinner, we checked in to our hotel at Shanghai.

25/6/10 - Day 7

The day we all waited for so long arrived. We were going to EXPO. 6.30am morning call and we left at 8.30am. EXPO only opened at 9.00am. Dark clouds were seen everywhere. We were worried that it might rain. When we arrived, there's tons of buses there. Lots of people. All of us had to line up to get in there. Luckily, the tour guide was fast enough to get the ticket and all of us run to the entrance.

We were on our own until 6.30pm. Even our lunch and dinner were on our own. There's two sides and we need to take MRT to get from one side to the other. One side had all the country's pavilion and the other side had all the industry's pavilion. We were at the industry side so we had to get to the other side. We spent the whole day there and we didn't have the time to look around the industry's pavilion.

We went to Zone B first and it started to rain. Zone B consists of Australia, Malaysia, Indonesia pavilions and many more. Then we proceed to Zone C which consists mainly of Europe, Africa and America pavilions. The biggest zone of all and it's so tiring. We only went to Denmark and Chile which took only 30 minutes to go in, Czech Republic and Africa no need to line up at all. Most of them need to line up for few hours. We planned not to line up so that we can go to all the three zones to see all the pavilions. We had our lunch at Malaysia pavilion. They sold bak kut teh, laksa, nyonya chicken rice and many more. Not bad.

After Zone B and C, we proceed to Zone A which consists of China, Hong Kong and mostly Asian countries. It's far to walk from Zone C to A, so we took a free shuttle bus. And we just have enough time to visit all the pavilions.

We had our dinner there before travel back to the industry side and it's already 6.20pm. We didn't have the chance to walk around there. It rained and quite windy the whole day. I wondered why the rain won't stop.

After we left EXPO, we went to see Era show. It's like a circus. And that's it. My last night at China.

We went back to the same hotel.

26/6/10 - Day 8

The very last day in China. We woke up at 6.30am like usual. We went to Bao Shu Tang. We got a free leg massage there. Then, we had our lunch.

And off we go to the airport. Our flight was at 3.30pm. Once we got into the airplane, the captain told us we were going to delay our flight for 1 hour. Our plane can't take off because there's a lot of plane coming in.

We only reached KLIA at 9.30pm.

- THE END -

The day when I pour everything out

2010-06-29T23:29:00.005+08:00

Hi, there!! It has been a long time since I show myself up.

Busy with exams, then Shanghai trip and now busy with OBU. Didn't even have the time to rest during this holiday.

Oh ya!! I did mention about my trip to Shanghai earlier. It was great. I had a lot of fun there. Shanghai was a beautiful city especially at night but the people there was not friendly at all. They hardly smile.

Went to a lot of states, not only Shanghai. Different states have different cultures... Talk about it later.

And not to forget.. our tour guide. Different states have different tour guide. They only show us around the states. But there were two main tour guide who follow us from the start till the end of the day. One from Malaysia and another one from China. They did a great job. Credits to them.

Do you guys know that China block Facebook, Twitter, YouTube and many more?? I feel lifeless going back to hotel everyday with Internet connection but can't visit these web pages. I wonder how China people live without them.

The worst was we encountered bad luck from day one till the end of the day. From the flight to Shanghai delayed for an hour to raining everyday throughout our trip and flight delayed again for half an hour when we head back to Malaysia. But luckily the rain there was different from the rain in Malaysia. The rain there was not heavy at all. Just drizzling. The only bad thing was the rain won't stop. Once it rains in the morning, it will not stop until night. Whenever we go, we had to use umbrella. That's what we hate the most.

The foods were okay. Not bad. The hotels were okay too.

Overall, it was fun. You guys should go there someday.

I MISS SHANGHAI NIGHT VIEW!! BEAUTIFUL!!

Lee or Crystal?

2010-05-26T10:32:00.006+08:00

Apparently, this is the worst American Idol season I've ever seen so far. No one is talented at all. But I still think that Lee DeWyze and Crystal Bowersox deserve in final 2.

So, who are you guys going for? Lee or Crystal?

I've been backing Lee since Top 12. He amazed me every week. So, my choice will be Lee. But it's up to American to decide.

Crystal's performance was brilliant every week but I don't think her voice suits the radio (I'm trying to be a judge here despite lacking knowledge but I'm a listener who has the right to comment).

Anyway, I'm okay with both of them. So, whoever wins is alright with me.
Good luck to both of you.

It's Simon's last season in American Idol and I'm going to miss his comments. He is the best judge among all of them. And next season will be worse without him.

SAC Dinner

2010-05-18T10:50:00.013+08:00

A lovely night with a bunch of awesome people gathered together at Sun & Surf, Sunway Resort Hotel & Spa to have a nice dinner. I had a lot of fun playing with Aaron's DSLR and spending time with my SAC family. Didn't eat much though as I was busy playing with the camera. LOL!! But I still had a lot of fun.

And not to forget, thanks to Mr Teo for the dinner.

We did celebrate Elaine's and Soon Jin's birthday that night since Elaine's birthday fell on that day and Soon Jin's few days after that. We planned to give them surprise and I guessed it worked out well.

Aaron See kissing Elaine and Lavinia kissing Soon Jin as their birthday present. We didn't plan to do this. And guess who did this.... It's Ms Margaret. Shock right?? Everyone was shocked. LOL!!

Our last outing before finals.

And...
GOOD LUCK IN FINALS!! =)

Any suggestions??

2010-05-11T15:35:00.004+08:00

With P1, P2, P3, OBU and SAC next sem, it's going to be a tough and stressful sem.

I've been thinking whether to take everything next sem or delay one paper the sem later or take OBU the sem later.

There's a few options for me to choose.

Option 1 : Take P1, P2, P3 and OBU all together next sem.

Option 2 : Take P1, P2, P3 next sem and take OBU the sem later.

Option 3 : Take either P1 or P3 the sem later and take P2 and OBU next sem.

If I choose option 1, there's no life for me next sem. I doubt whether I can clear everything. I doubt whether I can cope with the stress.

If I choose option 2 means I have less probability of getting job after that. Because I do not have any degree with me and ACCA results haven't come out yet. I need to wait till I get the results which is 2 months after the finals in order to get a better job. Isn't it a waste of time?

If I choose option 3 means I have to let go my most probably trip to US. I have to finish the finals in the first week because his convocation most probably will held on that week's Saturday. If I take either P1 or P3 the sem later means my finals will finish on the second week and that means I'll miss his convocation and also the trip to US.

This is the hardest decision I had to make so far.

Finals are just 28 days from now. I hope it won't affect my studies. Feeling the tension now.

ACCA Sports Day 2010

2010-05-02T11:28:00.012+08:00

This is seriously long. It was held last month and I didn't find any right time to update it. Too busy with my schedule. Sorry about that.

On 11 April 2010, SAC organised ACCA Sports Day just for ACCA/CAT students. It went well as planned and Thank God for hearing our prayers.

I took charge of ping pong. I didn't know how the game runs, so, I just sat there and did whatever I can.

Basketball was so interesting

Futsal is my favourite despite some violent throughout the game

OC is awesome. Credit to him

My lovely darling. Isn't she hot??

My favourite futsal player

I heard many of them said: 'If you take ACCA course, you won't have any life because it took only 3 years to complete the course.' But when I see all of them put so much effort in their respective games, I can see that ACCA is not only about studies but also trying to live our life to the fullest. Everyone is enjoying their college life now despite being so stress.

I did have a lot of fun although I was exhausted at the end of the day. It was a great day.

GOOD JOB, SAC!! Credit to us.
Love you guys to the fullest. The best gift ever from God!!

SPORTS CARNIVAL is going on now. Hope ACCA will win the overall champion for the 4th time. Show them we are not nerd.
GO ACCA, GO!!!!

Opportunity that should not be missed!!

2010-04-14T01:04:00.004+08:00

This is the first time I spent so much on books (as far as I remembered). I mean those real life related books and not those story books or reference books. I admit that it really hurts to see my purse only left a few ringgit just enough for me to have a meal (I'm quite a stingy person).

But it's worth to buy my idol's book (Donald Trump) at a reasonable price. If I were to buy it at MPH or any bookshop, I don't think I can't get such a price. Thanks to the bookstall held at Cafeteria.

All these cost me RM61.

You guys should drop by the bookstall. I heard it only opens until Wednesday. Books only cost around RM18 to RM28. And if you buy 5 books, you'll get 1 free book. So, why wait???

J.E.A.L.O.U.S.Y

2010-04-10T00:11:00.007+08:00

I'm jealous of everything. I'm not sure what happened to me these few weeks but I tend to feel jealous easily.

I'm jealous of those having so much fun despite being so stressful.
I'm jealous of those having so many friends who care for them.
I'm jealous of those becoming prettier and more handsome.
I'm jealous of those being loved by the loved ones.
I'm jealous of those travelling around the world.
I'm jealous of those getting so much attention.
I'm jealous of those getting so successful in life.
I'm jealous of those studying in overseas.
I'm jealous of those getting prizes.
I'm jealous of those getting rich.
I'm jealous of those....
....
....

Suddenly, I feel empty deep inside my heart. I feel like everyone is leaving me. I feel like everyone do not want to care about me anymore. As if they want me to disappear from their sight.

I hate thinking of how people will think of me. Either good or bad. But I can't stop thinking about it. I'm way too sensitive on this issue. I know I can't please everyone but I still try to do that. And that left me lifeless now. I know I shouldn't act like that. I need some time to forget about everything and move on. I should be more open.

I'm just me, myself. I'm not anyone so don't expect me to act in the way you wanted me to. I can't do that anymore.

Arghh.. I hate emo-ing. I hate doing this but I really can't help it anyone. I'm so sorry if I annoyed you guys. You can just ignore me.

Earth Hour 2010

2010-03-30T00:59:00.009+08:00

Honestly, I'm not that excited to turn off the lights this year compared to last year. I guess not many people are aware of it as not many of them are promoting it compared to last year.

I went to IOI Boulevard on that night. I didn't plan to go there. I just plan to drive around to see what's happening there. But it's my luck that I can find parking and drop by to see what's happening inside.

And guess who's performing there...

VINCE CHONG!!!

I can't believe that I can actually watch a celebrity performing live right in front of me without any admission fee. It's like a dream come true. I know I'm way too bored but I really haven't been to any concert before.

He's not really my idol but I like the way he sings. He sang two English songs, one Mandarin song and one Malay song. Really 1Malaysia. I like the English and Malay songs but not Mandarin song. His pronunciation is not that good and he admits his Mandarin is not that accurate. LOL!!

Second visit to Trinity Home

2010-03-28T00:33:00.001+08:00

This is my second visit to Trinity Home. I try not to go there every week but I really miss those kids. Love them so much...

Helping the kids with their homework

January and February kids

Are they cute??

Cuties.... They become part of my life right now.

What is a home without children?

2010-03-21T00:01:00.005+08:00

Quiet....

PT2 just ended few days ago and I'm back to my busy life again. Not busy with studies but busy with SAC. Really living a hectic lifestyle now but I believe in myself that I can cope with all the stress. Cheers!! =)

Remember our Charity Week?? Do you know which home are you guys helping, don't you??

It's TRINITY HOME.

Went there on Friday night. Honestly, I did have fun on that day although I'm physically and mentally exhausted due to the whole day class. And I just felt like collapsing dealing with all those hyperactive kids.

Love kids so much although sometimes they cause us high blood pressure. Their excitement and innocent face make me wanted to care and love them so much. I'm missing them now.

Children need love, especially when they do not deserve it.

~Harold Hulbert~

SAC Charity Week 2010

2010-03-06T23:15:00.006+08:00

Our first event of the year was over but sad to say, it was not ended with Dance Battle. But anyway, we learnt a huge lesson. Although we faced ups and downs throughout the event, I will still call it a success.

Good job, everyone. =) Love you guys.

After a long and tired week, we deserved a meal for ourselves. Thinking of where to eat with an empty stomach, we finally decided to have our dinner at Vietnamese Cuisine. Too bad, not all of them are joining us.

Perak Cave Temple

2010-02-26T11:31:00.015+08:00

I'm a Perakian-cum-Kamparian and yet I haven't been to Perak Cave Temple before this.

Have you guys been to cave before??
If you haven't, let me tell you how it is like inside a cave.

When you are inside, you don't feel like coming out because it is so cooling as if there is air-cond somewhere there. No idea where the air is coming from. And for most of the caves, there's water dripping from the rocks but for this cave, I hardly see any water dripping. I'm not a naturalist and so I do not know the causes of all these things.

Take a look what's inside the temple:

This is something like rest area after climbing up the cave. You can see nice scenery here but can't see whole Perak.

WELL!! Let me add on something.

I want to thank God for hearing my prayers everyday before results came out. I'll keep my promise.

2010-02-17T10:12:00.017+08:00

Thean Hou Temple....

Went there on the second day of CNY. That place near Federal Highway and all the cars lining up from Federal Highway up to the temple. Can you imagine how long do they have to wait.. We decided not to wait and instead we went to Petaling Street.

On our way back, we decided to drop by the temple since there's no jam and we smoothly went up. My first impression was.... WOW!! Nice!! Went here before but few years back.

Tiger!! Roar!!

Rabbit

Dragon

Horse

Goat

Monkey

Pig

Rat

We like to move it move it!!!

2010-02-02T00:57:00.006+08:00

Finally I do have something to blog about. Not that I'm lazy but I really have nothing to write.

SAC is organising a dance competition in conjuction with Charity Week. This event is open to all students from Sunway University College. It doesn't matter whatever course you take. As long as you are a student there, you are welcome to join.

Man!! I like this poster so much.

Actually, I'm just repeating everything from SAC blog. Instead of writing it here, why don't you guys visit SAC blog for more information.

This is our first event of the year and we need some motivation to organise subsequent events.

Please do support us!!!

Hola....

2010-01-13T00:34:00.003+08:00

Class started last week and I'm still in holiday mood. It's normal to have that kind of feeling after having long breaks. That's why I hate long breaks as I need to struggle after that.

Trying to cut down TVs but I can't do that especially when American Idol is going to start soon. Can Ellen judge?? Ermm... I don't think so. Let's see. Going to miss Simon next season because he's leaving after this season. The show will be totally different without him.

How's 2010?? So far so good??
I hope it turns well. =)

Hello 2010

2010-01-01T21:45:00.001+08:00

Gotta say goodbye to 2009 and hello 2010.

Countdown at home with TV is always the best. To be honest, I hate year end because I like what I'm doing right now and I don't feel like going ahead with a new life. You may not know what will happen in the end. But still life goes on.

Wish all the best to y'all!! =) Hope all of us had a better life and a good year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! HAPPY 2010!!

Memories of 2009

2009-12-28T09:37:00.000+08:00

#1. It's my first trip to Malacca with college mates. Frankly speaking, I had a lot of fun with you guys. I really do enjoy it and I hope we will have more trips soon. I'm so glad to meet you all. It's our fate to meet each other and we shall stay together no matter what happens.

#2. It's amazing. I've been craving to go to prom since I were a kid. Although it's not the kind of prom I'd dreamt for, but at least I had the chance to experience it. Thanks SAC.

#3. I'm still not sure why I'm interested in football. Maybe because of my brother's influence. Anyway, I really had an unforgettable experience. Watching my favourite team, Man United playing live at the stadium is something that I won't forget for the rest of my life. Mind that I'm not a die hard fan. So if they lose, it won't affect me that much.

#4. The only trip for the year with my family - Redang. But that's the second trip to the same place. I love beach so much and that's why it's worth going there twice. Craving for more beaches...

#5. It's a scary moment for me. Everytime I think about how I almost got into an accident, I lost my nerve. It's a lesson that I will remember it for the rest of my life.

#6. OMG! This is the first time I got stitches because of my carelessness. Quite embarrassing though. But Thank God the scar is almost gone now.

#7. I'm so glad to be given a scholarship. Even though it's not a full scholarship, at least it helped in reducing my parent's burden. I promised I won't let you guys down.

#8. Well.. Nothing to be proud of. But it feels good when someone ate your dishes without complaining. It's my first time. And now, my mum force me to learn how to cook.

#9. Actually, I'm only a CAT graduate. Not really qualified yet until I graduate from ACCA. But I still treasure it much because I worked hard for that. There's still long way to go.

Done.. My nine best memories of the year. =)

2009 is going to end. So treasure those few days because once it's gone, there's no turning back.

First step to SAC's life

2009-12-18T15:40:00.006+08:00

So called SAC committees went to KLCC Petrosains yesterday with kids. Yeah.. I did enjoy myself but quite tiring though chasing and looking after those kids. They're hyper-active (kids are like that).

My so called kid, Vivian, was so cute. I like her so much. She told me a lot about herself and her studies. We chat all the way back. It's nice chatting with her. But it's sad seeing them living apart from their parents. Pity them.

I had a lot of fun. It's nice knowing all those kids. They reminded me when I were a kid. Reminded me how naughty am I and how hard my parents need to deal with my naughtiness. Missing them now. Gonna meet them again next year. Can't wait to see them again. =)

19th Birthday Cake

2009-12-04T00:38:00.006+08:00

There's only 2 big candles. Dad thought I was 20. WHAT!! Even your daughter's years old you can make a mistake.

It's vanilla!!

Well, it turns out like this...

Dad gave me a surprise today. After all, I didn't expect him to do that.

As usual, he went to work early in the morning and came back late in the evening. I thought he would buy a cake for me since he'd been asking who's birthday falls on December which I didn't even bother to answer him. And that's disappointing to see him came home having nothing but his stuff. I felt so down after that.

Before their bedtime, my mum took out something from the fridge. And there it is.. my ice-cream cake. Lol.. I'd no idea when he bought it because I'd been at home for the whole day except during lunchtime where I need to fetch my mum. I kept asking him when he bought it and he kept telling me it was a secret. Lol.. I guess he took it home when I'm not at home and he put it in the freezer since it was an ice-cream cake. No one check their freezer rite??

What a surprise!!

Bro: I think he try to use your idea when you use it to celebrate mum's birthday. The difference is the type of cake.

I'm one year older

2009-12-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

I'm officially become 19 today. Time flies...

And one month from now, most of my friends will turn 20 while I'm still 19.

Do you know that I'm the youngest among my besties from secondary school? Yup.. I'm the youngest but they said I always act like 'dai ka jeh'. Am I? I think so because they always get bullied from me. That's the benefit of being the youngest.

But among my friends in Sunway, I'm not the youngest since there's someone even younger than me by few days. And because of that, I can't get the benefit of bullying them but instead being bullied by them. Lol...

Thank God that this time my exam didn't crash with my birthday like last year. I had to take T3 during my birthday last year. That's torturing but I'm fine with that. It makes no difference now since I've to prepare for finals. Sob.. No mood for celebrations!! I think this year I will celebrate with my friends later again. Maybe after finals. Lol.. Since when they celebrate my birthday on the exact date. Either earlier or later. Used to it.

But anyway, thanks for all the wishes.

Have a nice day!! =)

Time is almost up

2009-11-19T22:16:00.004+08:00

Revision classes officially ended today. It means that I have no one to rely on anymore and I have to work on my own from now on.

This is my first time taking ACCA papers and I already feel pressure around me now. I really need to work hard and there's still 2 weeks time which I think is not sufficient for me to really master the whole syllabus. But I'll try my best to master them.

This time I gonna prepare my finals at home. I'm not sure whether I'll study at home or not but I'll discipline myself to do that. If not, I'll have to take the same paper again next sem which I wouldn't want it to happen. So, I really have to stay away from my laptop and tv until finals end.

I hope I can do it.
Yes, I can do it. All of us can do it.

Lastly,
Good luck to everyone who are going to take finals. Add oil and we shall work hard together!!

And for my friends who are taking STPM, good luck to all of you!!

Remember this...
Nothing is impossible and there's no miracle without hardwork.

Life is like a game

2009-11-12T14:45:00.005+08:00

I was chatting with my mum few weeks back and I did tell her why I wanted to join clubs in college.

Maybe because I feel that my life is meaningless if I were to study everyday and my routine goes on everyday without any special events going on which will make me remember them my whole life.

If someone were to ask you: 'What did you do when you were 19?' and your answer is study for the whole year, you may feel that you have wasted your life at that time by just studying. You may wish to turn back the time and do what most people will do when they were 19. I didn't say that all of us should not study. What I mean is that although study is still a necessity, we should not just spend our life committed to studies but having something going on in our life that even if we were to refresh back the time we spent few years back, we still remember it for the rest of our life.

I'm not sure why I have this kind of thought but trust me I think it happens to some of them out there. That's why I'm thinking of doing something which I'm not sure what it is now but I'll make sure I won't waste my college life just like that.

So...
Do what you wanted to do now before regreting it later on. Appreciate the time given to you now because it happens once in our lifetime. There's no turning back nor getting back any chances you have wasted.

My life just started

2009-10-31T23:12:00.000+08:00

Did I tell you that I'm a newly appointed SAC committee member?

Well... I'm the secretary. It's not my first choice but anyway I'm glad that I'm part of it.

Went for the first meeting yesterday. Or I should call it ice-breaking. It turned out fun than was expected. Met many new faces. Juniors and seniors.

I'm not sure whether I'll regret it later on but I'll try my best. It should be fun working with you guys and I'm looking forward towards it. So, see you guys soon. =)

Lastly...
Happy Halloween!!

Is this me??

2009-10-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Phew... I'm so tired.

I'm a house cleaner and caretaker this few days. The worst thing is that it is not my own house and I don't receive any salary by doing that. Why am I so stupid cleaning people's house and taking care of people's child free of charge?? Sacrificing my holidays just because of them. I hate them so much.

Wee.. I have to cook today. Man!! My first time cooking and I have no idea how to start. Lol.. I have to call my mum for help. And luckily I have a rough idea of doing it.

So this is it!!

Only 3 of us eating so 2 dishes are enough. Mind that I didn't cook the salted chicken. I'm not that pro. Just heat it up only. Hee.. But I cooked that vege kay. Lol..

Although it is simple, I'm proud of myself because I dare to cook. Anyway, I still hate cooking as I had to clean everything after that.

Give me a break please!!

Dream paradise

2009-10-25T20:13:00.012+08:00

Beautiful?? Guess where is it?

Owh... I wish I can go there before it disappear. So envy to those people who have the chance to go there. I promised myself to go there at least once in my lifetime. Even thinking of living there someday.

It is my satisfaction to live near the beach. And I'm going to do that when I get old.

MALDIVES - My dream paradise

2009-10-09T20:53:00.010+08:00

Went for Sakae Sushi today at IOI Mall. My second time eating Japanese food as far as I remembered. Lol... Seriously, I'm not so into eating Japanese food. But because my cousin treats so I agreed to go (taking advantage of free food).

A promise is a promise

2009-10-08T23:55:00.019+08:00

Here am I. My promise for graduation photos... Just part of it.

Do I look like a nerd? Lol..

Daddy and Mummy

With Pei Leng

With Sok En & Hui Gee

With Melissa

Spot me?

Round 1 for CAT graduates

Round 2.. I'm somewhere inside there

More photos at facebook.

There's still long way to go

2009-10-03T23:06:00.005+08:00

Finally, I've graduated from CAT. But at the same time, there's lots more to do in ACCA. I wonder how they can finish ACCA in two years time and how those people can get Malaysia/World prize or even 1st placing in the world. They are just amazing.

It's a big day for all the ACCA & CAT graduates. Congratz everyone.

Enjoy ourselves there except for the food. RM90 just for the lunch. In the end, there's only less than RM10 left after group photo session. Not efficient at all.

I'll upload some photos here later after I got it from Sasa. Stay tuned...

PS: Due to this graduation, I can't go back to hometown playing candles and lanterns. Missed the celebration since last year. Wondering why most KL people don't celebrate it.

2009-09-25T23:55:00.005+08:00

Wow!! The fireworks is so nice.

I like organiser having concert at Sunway Lagoon. Because I can see fireworks after the concert here. It's superb. I've been waiting for the concert to end since 10pm so that I can see the fireworks. And I've given up at 11.30pm. But when I heard fireworks sound at around 12am, I quickly went out to see it. It's nice and quite long. Although I miss the concert, I still can see fireworks for free. Yay!!

Miss it!!

Errhhmmm....

It's been a long week. So far, I've been defeated once in my lifetime in that kind of situation. And I will not let you defeat me again. Never.

Now I know what kind of feeling having defeated. Quite disappointed and I won't let this destroy everything. Maybe it's too late to wake up from dreamland. But at least it happened now than later. I won't give up till the end.

2009-09-20T23:29:00.002+08:00

Went to Ipoh today. As usual, we went there for shopping.

Actually, my plan is to have lunch with Sasa since she came to Kampar with her family. But my mum wanted to buy something at Ipoh so I had to cancel my plan. Sorry ya!!

And I thought that why don't I meet her at Ipoh since she'll be going to Ipoh after lunch at Kampar. Again, I had to cancel my plan as my relatives invite us to have dinner with them. Sorry again ya!!

Bought so many things. Thanks mum for the high heels. I like it so much. I know it's expensive and yet you still buy it for me.

Lol!!

Since when Kampar had so many cars. Cars were seen everywhere. Maybe because of long holiday. And I hate those cars as they cause jam everywhere. I hate jam and this is why I hate KL so much.

2009-09-19T22:51:00.002+08:00

Is my best friend birthday today. Can called him my problem listener. He seems to know most of my problems and secrets.

We planned to give him surprise at 12am. And it works. Thanks to his brother's help. If not because of him, we can't get into his house and receive any information related to him.

We only realised that we didn't take any photos after the celebration. All of us are so busy preparing and totally forgotten about taking photos. :)

Happy Birthday again ya!! Miss y'all.. '_'

2009-09-16T23:56:00.002+08:00

Went Pyramid after class. To buy my friend's birthday present. Went hunting at many shops and at last we went back to the first shop. Like tat present so much. Hope he likes it. If not, I'll kill him.

Later, we went for dinner and ended up watching Final Destination 4. The funniest part is that all of us wanted to watch it so much. But when the movie starts, all of us started covering our eyes. Thinking of running away during that movie, but to no avail as we wanted to know what's the ending. So we just torturing ourselves there.

........
I wanted to go home tomorrow. Why must you torture me like that?? Why can't I go back tomorrow?? Why must I go back later?? Miss home so much. Beg you to let me go. Hate that. Arghhhh...

2009-09-11T23:37:00.002+08:00

Oh man... I've been missing for a long time. Sorry about that.

Busy with PT2 last few days. And I don't feel like online-ing during my exam. Been stress these two weeks. Screw up all my papers. Thanks to my last minute studying. I hate that kind of feeling and I had to blame myself for that. Everytime I promise myself not to study last minute but everytime exam comes that's what I'll do. Just feel hopeless sometimes. And pity my cousin as I'll scold him like hell during my exam. I've been so stress and yet he still come and disturb me.

Currently addicted to twitter. Jian Qin and Sasa kept asking me to open an account and I kept giving them excuses not to open. Ok now?? I joined it specially for both of you. I'm so good to both of you. 'Just praising myself.'

AND guys, the stitches on my forehead is no longer there and I'm now way better than before. Cheers!! Even the bandage is no longer there. Been the center of attention bandaging around the college. Even the guard make fun of me. WTH!!

2009-08-31T14:19:00.003+08:00

What a bad day I got today!!

Guess what....

Got 5 stitches on my forehead now. Knocked on the cupboard and the blood flowing like water from the stream. Pain.... Terrifying... Hope there's no scar left behind.

Thinking whether wanna go to college tomorrow. Maybe.

2009-08-31T01:25:00.003+08:00

Again.

He left me alone for the third time. Guess what... I didn't cry this time. So proud of myself. I thought I'll be crying but I didn't. Maybe used to it already.

Remember the first time he left. I cried like hell. Cried from the time he left till the next day. Somemore that time having SPM trial. And I cried during my Physic paper. WTH!!

I'm okay now. Thinking when he'll reach there.

Have a safe flight back ya!! Gonna miss you and waiting for your next return.

My Dream Meal

2009-08-29T23:56:00.013+08:00

My parents came to KL today. And we had dinner at Nilai. About half an hour from here.

It looks more like a hotel than a restaurant. It's beautiful. Quite big area. And the price is $$$. Super expensive. It's not suitable for person like us. If once a while, still acceptable. But not everytime.

Yummy!! It's abalone!!

Delicious... Must try...

Pei Leng's birthday

2009-08-27T23:39:00.007+08:00

Had a surprise birthday party for her. One day earlier because some of them is not free tomorrow.

After class, everyone went to JQ and Leng's hostel to prepare except me. I had to drag the time so that the girls can have time to prepare. Quite successful. Thanks to me, Lady in Black (That's what Mr Quah called me).

Birthday girl

Miss Universe 2009

2009-08-24T10:28:00.004+08:00

Watching Miss Universe now which held in Bahamas. Beautiful place. And the result is almost out.

Miss Congeniality - Miss China
Miss Photogenic - Miss Thailand

4th runner-up - Miss Puerto Rico
3rd runner-up - Miss Australia
2nd runner-up - Miss Kosovo
1st runner-up - Miss Dominican Republic

The winner of Miss Universe 2009 falls to Miss Venezuela.

Again. Last year the winner is also from Venezuela. And now from the same place again.

A Close Shave

2009-08-23T20:03:00.011+08:00

Thank God for giving me another chance to blog here.

Almost got an accident today. And I'm scared to death. I'm on my way back from Cameron. Yeah.. I went to Cameron Highland with my family today. I can't blame anyone. Neither my dad who called me to drive nor the bus drivers who drive slowly and came from the other side. It's all my fault.

I was driving and a bus in front of me was so slow. So I decided to cut it. There was no car from the other side but there's double line and cornering. According to the rules, no cutting if there's double line. But because I can't wait anymore, I cut it. I already cut it, but I'm still on the other side's lane. It's cornering, so I turn it before I went back to my own lane (thinking that there will be no car coming). Unfortunately, just after I turn, there's another bus coming from the other side and I quickly turn my stereng to avoid it. Ohhh.... I just escape it. Everyone is shouting at me in the car. My whole body is shaking after that. Damn scary.

No more cutting car during cornering.

Kays.. I'm done with that. Well, back to my 1 day trip to Cameron. This is my ?? (dunno how many) times coming here. Quite cold today because it's raining in the morning.

Steamboat with charcoal

Nice?? My favourite colour

More photos at photobucket... later...

2009-08-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

I'm home....

Going out later... yum cha with my gang...

Hee...

Cheers!!

2009-08-17T15:56:00.002+08:00

I'm officially an accounting technician.

Just got my CAT result just now. Gonna work hard for ACCA. No more laziness. I won't forget my promise to graduate in the same year with you. My promise is my motivation. So, no more failures. Let's work hard together.

For those who can't go through, don't give up. Marks couldn't change anymore. Let your sadness conquer for a while and let your determination conquer your life.

I'm back from nowhere

2009-08-16T23:15:00.007+08:00

My holiday just ended like that. Super fast. Still not enough.

Redang is the best place to go in Malaysia. And I just went there for the second time. Everything seems to be the same. The workers, the food, the boat, the building. No change at all. Luckily it didn't rain. Not even a drop.

Our plan is to go to Tioman. But because the travel agent told us that there's someone being infected with H1N1 and Redang is the only place available for last minute booking, therefore we went there for the second time with no choice. Anyway, it's worth. I just love it so much.

Snorkelling is the main activity there. They provide 3 free snorkelling trip but we went twice. One is on the first day (in the middle of the sea) and two more on the second day (Marine Park in the morning and middle of the sea in the evening). It's too tiring to snorkel twice a day. So we went on the first day and to Marine Park. Took a few underwater photos by the photographer. Didn't take any photo at Marine Park as we took it before. Those photos cost RM5 per photo. Expensive.

I slept a lot today. In the boat, in the bus, in the plane and in the taxi. Slept all the way home. And I still feel sleepy now.

Nice view from the plane

Gonna upload more photos to facebook and photobucket. For more snorkelling photos, just drop by at photobucket as I will upload my old snorkelling photos together. You can find the link on the right hand side of the blog.

Fun is over and the worst yet to come.

Good luck everyone!!

Hate this kind of feeling

2009-08-03T01:17:00.002+08:00

Holiday
= Outing
= Relaxing
= Resting
= Laziness
= More sleep
= School starts
= Day-dreaming
= Lack of concentration
= Exam coming
= Scared
= STRESS

2009-07-26T21:03:00.004+08:00

Went out for the whole day. Went to Ipoh early in the morning. My parents and my brother wanted to watch Harry Potter. So they book 10.15am ticket. Early huh?? I didn't join them as I watched it already. Instead, I watched Obsessed. Alone. The movie started at 11am and I'm like a pity girl wandering around to wait for the show to start. Watched movie alone is quite fun but bored at the same time.

After lunch, we went to Batu Gajah. Hurray!! At last, I swam today. I remembered the last time I swam there was when I was in Form 3. Quite relieved that I still remember how to swim. I thought I had forgotten. My whole body is aching now and I think I'll suffer from cramp when I wake up tomorrow.

Then, later in the evening, I went cycling around my neighbourhood. Didn't cycle for a long time. And I find it hard to balance. But after a few tries, I started to feel comfortable.

Seriously, I exercised a lot today. And this is the first time in this year I exercised. I didn't exercise for at least one year. Too lazy.

OMG!! Gonna stop here. I haven't study law yet and Tuesday gonna have small test. I'm going dead. Tax homework didn't do at all. 9 questions. How am I going to finish it by Wednesday?? Die le... Why am I so lazy this sem??? Gonna change my attitude. Help me please!! I need help!!

2009-07-19T23:39:00.005+08:00

Man United tour is amazing. Although I can't see their faces clearly but I can feel the crowd there. Great experience.

Michael Owen with Jersey No 7

I love Michael Owen. He's superb. Handsome too. But short. He's really short. I think I'm taller than him. Lol. Not because he scored the winning goal and I like him. I like him since he joined England team. Everyone is cheering for him when he's warming up before he substitute Rooney. Too bad I can't see his face clearly. I just can see his back because his back is facing me all the time.

Great performance from Malaysia though. Scored two goals from the same player. Maybe it's just luck. See what's the result for the second match.

Quite jam when we went there. Luckily Bukit Jalil is quite near from my place. We left at 4pm and reached there at 5.30pm. Thank God the game haven't start and we found nice place to sit.

Unforgetable. Going to upload some photos at facebook later.

I've nothing to say

2009-07-19T23:04:00.005+08:00

PROM is awesome. There's no word to describe my feelings on that day. I just love it.
And without JJ(from Hitz.fm) and Rina(from 8tv quickie), I think it'll be bored.

Heading to MOS after prom. Quite boring there because we didn't do any dancing and drinking. Just looking around. It's free so we don't want to waste it. Leaving at around 1 am. First time I went home late (I mean at KL not Kampar).

Anyway, it's awesome. More photos at facebook. Check it out ya.

Excited!!

2009-07-15T23:45:00.004+08:00

Going to be busy the next few days. Too many events going to happen. And I'm looking forward towards it.

First, Harry Potter on Thursday.

Second, Prom on Friday.

Third, Man United vs Malaysia XI on Saturday.

Woohoo!!
Sorry, books. I'll find you after I'm done with all these events. I promise. =)

2009-07-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

I'm done with Transformer. Harry Potter next. Can't wait for next week.

I'm a fan of Harry Potter but not Transformer. Heard many people said that it was nice which tempt me to watch it. Quite nice. Just a bit confuse about the scene in the beginning. I know I'm quite late to watch it but at least, I watched it. And because of that, I want to become the first one to watch Harry Potter. To all Harry Potter fans, tickets are available now. So purchase it as soon as possible to be the first one to watch it.

Bad news: She's gone. And won't be back. I'm alone now. Quite guilty having prejudice towards her. Miss the time when she's around. Silence everywhere.

Welcome back!!

2009-07-06T22:30:00.005+08:00

I love 6 July 2009. Best day ever.

He came back today. Went to airport to fetch him. Oh.. I miss him a lot. We went there late as we thought he'll come out late because of H1N1 screening. Instead, he wait us at arrival gate. They don't even bother to check. The funniest thing is that we scared to touch things in the airport, so we put our hands in the pocket and use tissue to touch the button in the lift.

He bought something for me. Something that I love the most. MU JERSEY with my name in it. This jersey came all the way from Manchester (UK), dropped by in US to take a few days rest and arrived at Malaysia today to meet its owner. He bought lots of chocolate too. Love it. Thanks a lot.

Held a party at night to celebrate my cousin's birthday and also his safe return to Malaysia. Didn't spend much time with him as he had to go back to Kampar. I'll go back later to see you again.

Anyway, I had a great fun today before my college starts tomorrow. Haiz... Lazy.

Thanks a lot, my lovely brother.

Back to normal

2009-07-05T00:23:00.002+08:00

Holiday gonna end. College gonna start. I hate that!!

Going back to KL tomorrow (today as it is already 12am). I will miss everything here. Streamyx, my bed, my pillow, my bear bear. What a boring holiday. Eat, sleep, hang out with my 'bunch' of crazy friends, online, watch television and become driver. That's what I do during this 3 weeks holiday. Boring huh??
Bye guys!! Will miss you all!!

Gonna start ACCA this sem. Excited. Thanks for the super free timetable. No class on Monday and Friday. Great!! Love it. Best timetable ever. Join G1 and it means gonna have new friends.

Hmmm... I saw him today. At last. I've been here for 3 weeks and I only saw him today. Do not know what to talk when I saw him. Quite shy. Never see him for at least one and a half year. Luckily I saw him. If not, I have to wait for another year to see him again.

It's getting late and I'm off to bed. Sleepy.... Want to drive back again. I hate it.
Nitez people. Sweet dreams.

What should I do??

2009-06-30T17:21:00.002+08:00

Feeling hopeless now. Still can't believe that he is in the hospital. I tried to comfort myself that he is fine and this is not real but I can't.

I received a call from May yesterday telling me that our friend had an accident and now he is in the hospital. Quite serious. I thought she was joking but when I heard her worried voice I realised that she's not joking at all. I'm speechless. Almost burst into tears. Wanted to ask many things but I do not know what to ask. He is one of my closest friends and I hope he'll be fine. My hardest task is to tell Ka Mei what happened to him. And I did it without making her worry.

And sorry guys. I know you all need me to take all of you to Ipoh and I'm sorry that I didn't. I wish to go but my mum do not allow because of H1N1 and I am not sure how to go to that hospital. So, I'm really sorry about that.

I hope that I can join you all this Friday. I'm going to beg my mum to let me visit him. I wish to see him once before leaving.

Be strong and I'll pray every day to make sure that you will heal soon. Hope everything goes well.

2009-06-25T21:00:00.003+08:00

I'm kinda crazy today. Went to KL in the morning and back to Kampar in the evening. And each journey took 2 hours. Crazy huh?? Let me stay away from my car for a day please?!?! I'm bored of driving now.

I went there with a purpose kay. I won't be that meaningless driving to and fro. It's tiring and boring. My back pain after long hours of sitting. Luckily my mum accompanied me. If not, I'll fall asleep when I'm driving. Damn tired now.

I love you!!

2009-06-21T14:09:00.002+08:00

Happy Father's Day to my daddy and all daddys out there!!

It's sad to see my dad working today. I do not know how to celebrate with him but I thought of bringing him to go swimming so that he can relax. It has been years since me, my dad and my brother swim together. Miss those days. But unfortunately, my dad told me he's not free. So my plan have been destroyed by him. I do not have any income so I can't treat him anything. What I can do now is to make him happy and become his lovely daugther. Lolz... That's all I can do.

Our conversation before my dad off to work.

Mum: Today is what day? Still have to work?
Dad: What day oh? Special day meh?
Me: Today is Sunday. 21 June. Haha..

What a bad daughter!!

Many of you think that mum is more important than dad. That's not true. Think about it. Who pay all your expenses? Who pay all your school fees? Whose name written on the cheque when you need to pay your tuition fees? Who stand up for you when someone bullies you? Who work day and night to make sure you live a good life? Who take you to the hospital when you are sick? Who is the head of the family? Mum or dad?

I didn't say that mum is not important. Mum is important as well. But both of them are important in different ways. So please don't discriminate dad.

Daddy, I love you!! I love you more than I love myself. Without you, I'm lost. I promised to become a good daughter of yours so you won't regret having me. I LOVE YOU!! Muacks..

2009-06-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

Have you ever try fish reflexology?
I don't. And I don't dare.

My mum dragged me to do facial which I don't like. But because there is 50% off for two person, so I agreed to go without wasting the offer. It includes fish reflexology. And I wasted it. I don't even dare to put my leg in it. There are so many fishes. I gather all my courage to step into the water but when the fishes come, I quickly pull out my leg. Useless girl.

2009-06-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

Had a haircut today. Not so short and not so long. Shoulder length. Fast rite?? I had no choice. My mum kept persuade me to go. I thought I can rest after I reached home. But when I reached home, they said go Ipoh now. I'm stunned. Thanks to my dad because he drove the car. If not, I'll be dead. Tired....

It goes well

2009-06-13T22:37:00.003+08:00

Malacca....
My first outing with college friends.

Love it so much. Had a great fun with all of you. But too bad we had to spilt into two groups. Wish to play together but.... too bad.

Gonna miss our craziness. Crazy people taking crazy photos. Lazy to upload photos here. So if wanna see our crazy photos just stop by at this link:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/vinniepooh/

Thanks to Han Chen, our tour guide. Thanks to Wai Hoh too, our driver.

I miss my Mee Mee and Mo Mo. I miss Wai Hoh's wife too. Haha....

Oh gosh!!!

2009-06-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

Went to 1 Utama today with Sasa, Jian Qin and Pei Leng. How??? Of course following the great driver, Miss Vinnie. Haha... Not so familiar with the road but I managed to reach there eh.

Yippie!!! Watched 17 Again. Oh gosh!!! He's handsome, man!!! Wanted to watch that movie since last month and at last, my dream come true. It's a nice movie and quite funny too. I wanted to watch it because of Zac Efron leh. He's really really handsome. I like everything about him. His eyes especially, his body (so fit eh), his hair and......endless.
I'm so in love with him. Going crazy without seeing him everyday. I wished to see you in person.

A reminder to Sasa and Jian Qin: Don't stole my Zac Efron ok??? He's mine now and forever will be mine. Both of you have Kris and Peter already. So be loyal!!

I'm back

2009-06-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!!
Final ends.... Holiday begins....

Took exam at Monash and the feeling is so different. I like the environment there. It's so comfortable. If compared to Sunway, Monash is better. Quite pretty but I hate those guards. I hate them when they called us to use stairs instead of lifts. Quite strict too. They think that Monash students are better than Sunway students.

Looked around after exam today. The library is so big and comfortable. They even have lift and toilet in the library. Not like ours, so crowded. The cafeteria looks like the cafeteria that we can see outside. Not like ours, dirty. Haha... Really a 5-star college. I'll stop here. Don't want talk bad about our college.

P/S: Going to become driver tomorrow.. Hee...

2009-05-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

Today is the last class for the sem. It means that I've finished with CAT syllabus. Waiting for the finals to come and I'm off.

What am I going to do??
Finals is not in my mind. This is the first time I've not taken exam seriously. Feel the pressure now. My mind totally blank. What I've covered seems to disappear. I can't even remember what I've studied.

My brother told me something about iPhone today. USD$200. Cheap rite? If use it in Malaysia, need to unlock it. Have to find people to unlock it and I think it's expensive. Let say it costs RM200 (max), still worth it rite? Hee... Thinking of buying it...

P/S: Daddy and Mummy is coming to KL this weekend. Hoho... I guess so.

Who is the next American Idol?

2009-05-22T09:51:00.000+08:00

The winner of American Idol Season 8 is........

Kris Allen!!!!

Congratulations Kris!

What a great finale! So many performances. David Cook, Jason Mraz, Black Eye Peas, Keith Urban, Queen and many more.....

Didn't expect Kris to win. I think the whole world is still in shocking mode. But anyway, you rocks that night. Ain't No Sunshine... the best song I've ever heard from you. No Boundaries... I like your version than Adam's. You are the first good-looking and married guy to win this competition.(I guess so) Hee... Melissa, your idol wins!! He hugged by his wife eh. Hahaha...

Back to studies...

Skip class today. Better study at home than wasting time there. Final is around the corner. So don't expect me to update my blog until my final ends. But before that, let me tell one of the jokes by Mr Jana...

Why female is always the one who make mistakes?

Because the word spells Mis-take. That's why female is always the one who make mistake. There's no such word as Mr-take.

Haha... What a joke.

Good luck in finals ya!!

2009-05-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

Had a high class lunch today with Jian Qin they all. Hee.. Guess where? Deli Cafe at fifth floor. The food looks nice but the taste ok ok only. But think about it again, the food is prepared by the students who studied that course, so I'll give credit to them for their hard work.

I can't upload any pictures so you can take a look at Jian Qin's blog. Hee...

Another last class for one of the four papers, T9. Gonna miss Mr Simon's lectures. Because of him, I enjoy tax so much. Thanks ya. Hope you can teach us again in F6 but I know it's impossible.

Dream come true

2009-05-19T23:46:00.004+08:00

First time in LT6

Took this test from Facebook.

Which F4 is perfect for you? (The F4 from the drama Boys Before Flowers)

So Yijeong

Did you know that there are 86, 400 secs in one day? Which means if he tries the “5 second kill” on you in the span of 24 hours you will die 17, 280 deaths. Well, thank heavens for reincarnation! Time is well spent with this cutie. He’s smart, talented, charming, smooth and…did we mention cute? The perfect package really. The downside? You would have to fend off a thousand girls on a daily basis…

Haha... Didn't expect to get this answer. But he's really the most charming guy in that drama. Heee....

Glory Glory ManU

2009-05-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

Woohoo.... ManU won EPL title for three consecutive years. Confirm.

While I was having dinner, I received a message from Yin telling me that ManU won the title. Damn happy. It means that they either draw or win over Arsenal. And Yin told me they draw. Who cares. As long as they win the title win or draw is not a concern to me. At last, I received good news.

Good job Alex Ferguson!! Good job ManU!! You are the best.

Glory Glory ManU!!

Heart broken

2009-05-15T10:14:00.004+08:00

My heart broke into pieces. Extremely sad to see Danny leave. He just had one step to reach finale but it just ended there. I can't even sleep after the news. But anyway, you are still my idol. I'll support you. You still can shine like Daughtry. Waiting for your album to release. Good luck in the future.

Kris vs Adam

American Idol finale. 21/5/2009 live at Star World at 8am.

I can't see it live as I have class on that day. Seriously, I'm not that interested in both of them. But I think Adam will win. He is the favourite. Anyway, who wins is not my concern anymore. Just hope Kris will give his best. His fans vote for him to be in the finale although he's not a strong competitor. And I hope you will win although I'm not that fond of you. All depends on you now. Good luck to both of you.