Feeling hopeless now. Still can't believe that he is in the hospital. I tried to comfort myself that he is fine and this is not real but I can't.

I received a call from May yesterday telling me that our friend had an accident and now he is in the hospital. Quite serious. I thought she was joking but when I heard her worried voice I realised that she's not joking at all. I'm speechless. Almost burst into tears. Wanted to ask many things but I do not know what to ask. He is one of my closest friends and I hope he'll be fine. My hardest task is to tell Ka Mei what happened to him. And I did it without making her worry.

And sorry guys. I know you all need me to take all of you to Ipoh and I'm sorry that I didn't. I wish to go but my mum do not allow because of H1N1 and I am not sure how to go to that hospital. So, I'm really sorry about that.

I hope that I can join you all this Friday. I'm going to beg my mum to let me visit him. I wish to see him once before leaving.

Be strong and I'll pray every day to make sure that you will heal soon. Hope everything goes well.