Say hello and congratulations to UChicago fresh graduate. I'm so proud of him.

It has already been four years. Four years of living apart from him. That's when I started to learn how to become independent without relying on him. I still remembered clearly every single steps he made in the airport on the day he left Malaysia. From the admission gate to passport checking and his figure started to fade away. My tears kept on flowing thinking how will I survive without him by my side. And here I am surviving after four years.

I felt so bad for not attending his big day. The day which I looked forward the most. I really wanted to attend and I can see that he really wanted me to attend but because of my mistake, I missed it. So, I'll make sure he'll attend my convocation.

I will truly miss the day when we chat until late at night because of time difference. I will no longer wait for him to online every day just to have a conversation with him before I go to bed. I will no longer wait for his call and jump around happily when I receive his call. I will no longer receive souvenir everytime he came back for summer break. I'll miss everything that happened these four years.

I'm worried that I will rely on him again once he's back. I just can't help it because he's my brother, my friend, my idol, my teacher, my guidance and my motivation. Without him, I am not who I am today. I'm blessed to have an amazing person by my side. I'll try my best not to bother him too much. I'll try not to become a troublesome sister. Hopefully.